June the 4th

4th of June 2009, I lost a relative today. No, should say yesterday.
Phone rang in the early morning, rang like the time when my grandmother passed away. I sensed that something bad happened again.
My uncle passed away yesterday without anyone noticed. He’s living alone at a small house which located outside an industry. When the boss of the industry found him, his face already turned black. As a relative / his family, didn’t even know this until today.
I felt angry, because his family didn’t care of him when he was still alive. Now, he isn’t around anymore. Regret? Will it bring him alive again?
I felt sad, because I treated him as my uncle even though he’s divorced with my aunt.
I cried, but I have to hold back my tears. It’s good for him to leave, he’s released! Released from this cruel world, suffering & everything.
Now, he’s gone and we are sad.

Dear uncle, leave with peace with no worries. You will always in my heart, always alive in there. We will miss you~

Smell my Sucess~

Last 2 days, i received a call from Dayang Enterprise. Wao.. They asked me for interview on Friday, 2pm (Today). So excited and nervous! Been facing one time's failure and now gonna have a second try. I did my homework before go for the interview. I did what i can and to find out what is the company dealing with.
Come to the real day, i went to the office and look for the person who in charged this. This interview took me 1 hour to complete. They told me is an informal interview but the atmosphere really so nervous. Lastly, i was able to calm down myself. Other than oral interview, i did some pratical like typing. Hmm.. One hour past, really kill me. I went out the office, took a deep breathe. I found myself back. Finally, i saw some brightness in front of me. I will do my best for my career and future. Diana always CAN!

waiting for chances..

During the jobless season of mine, i watched some series, movies and cartoons. Of course, i did try my best to look for some jobs. Unfortunately, I've been rejected. Today, after my breakfast, i went for an interview again without any preparation. So, i do not think that i will get the opportunity to take part in the job. Life get back to 2007 again. Sleep about 10pm and wake at 8am. After breakfast just hang out with my mother. Afternoon just sit in front of my computer until 5pm. After that, go for shower then go out dating. My goodness! It's so bored! The chance does not come to me, i know. I'm just looking for an office job where can enjoy a normal life. Jobless!! Hit on my head, feel terrible. When can i get my job? Chance chance chance.. Come to me!! =(