There are a lot of things happened since the day i left this blog active.
Today, i feel to write out my thinking and my feeling.
As everyone know that, there are so many things which cannot be tell and it's hard to keep in your heart.
No matter how hard it goes, we need to find our own way to release.
Writing in a blog could be a better place to share the deep secret in heart.
Someone will choose to go for massage, travelling, eating.. .. but all these things cannot be done immediately.
I am not active in blogging, so i feel safe here.
"Sometimes, i doubt on the decision i made or going to make. Whether there is any "Undo" mode after things decided. That's how regret called. I do not want to make any regret in my life and i have been asking myself for many times. I read back the post that i wrote years ago regarding my own relationship, it's conflict with the feeling i had now. Due to his immaturity and the way he handles things, i feel like no confident at all. If it's time to step into marriage stage, when he is proposing to me, i am scared that i will say "Sorry". I don't know whether you are the right man for me? Whether we will have a happy ending? I am starting to doubt on the ending."
