Thursday, June 4, 2009

June the 4th

4th of June 2009, I lost a relative today. No, should say yesterday.
Phone rang in the early morning, rang like the time when my grandmother passed away. I sensed that something bad happened again.
My uncle passed away yesterday without anyone noticed. He’s living alone at a small house which located outside an industry. When the boss of the industry found him, his face already turned black. As a relative / his family, didn’t even know this until today.
I felt angry, because his family didn’t care of him when he was still alive. Now, he isn’t around anymore. Regret? Will it bring him alive again?
I felt sad, because I treated him as my uncle even though he’s divorced with my aunt.
I cried, but I have to hold back my tears. It’s good for him to leave, he’s released! Released from this cruel world, suffering & everything.
Now, he’s gone and we are sad.

Dear uncle, leave with peace with no worries. You will always in my heart, always alive in there. We will miss you~